Heavy

[Verse 1: Kiana Ledé] I don't got my priorities straight Don’t know who I'm gonna be today I'm no victim, but I deal with shit on the daily Something pullin’, I can't get away Never livin' outside of my head I don't like showin' weakness, so I always fake it [Chorus: Kiana Ledé] Maybe some day, I will gain composure Maybe when I'm older, I'm scared, I'm scared, I’m scared ’Cause something feels like it's weighing me down It takes control, turns my faith into doubt Even when it’s all workin' out I'm on my feet, then I pull out the ground So heavy, oh [Verse 2: Kiana Ledé] And when you lay up, damn, I feel needy I just can't take it if it ain’t you who love me when I naked Fuck all my problems, wish I could show 'em Don't feel that, don't feel that, don't feel that wavy I can't get up in the mornin', it's too hard if I even try it You ain't here to tell me turn my anxiety into excitement [Chorus: Kiana Ledé] Maybe one day, I will gain composure Maybe when I'm older, I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared 'Cause something feels like it's weighing me down, yeah It takes control, turns my faith into doubt Even when it's all workin' out I'm on my feet, then I pull out the ground [Bridge: Kiana Ledé] I wanna be light, I wanna be light Someone help me just feel alive Is there a potion you got I could take? I wanna be light, feel like nothing's right If you got the answers, I swear that I'll listen I'm ready now, ready now, yeah [Chorus: Kiana Ledé] Something feels like it's weighing me down, yeah It takes control, turns my faith into doubt, hey Even when it's all workin' out, uh I'm on my feet, then I pull out the ground So heavy [Outro: Jenifer Lewis] There's nowhere to run, if there was I'd have been there You take yourself with you, you can't run from yourself You can't go down to the neighbor's house You can't run, you need to confront what's goin' on in your own house You have to confront it