Closure

It's only fair that I get closure Probably think you're so funny I'm dead, yes Tried to erase what I wrote out with pen, yes Whatever happened to when we were friends, yes Things could be better now but I won’t check No The leaves on all the trees left to die The branches block the streets where I drive It always seems so pointless to cry I never get my answers and why? I'm not a punching bag, I’m not targеt practice I’m not expendablе, and I’m not your friend Anymore Let me pretend that never happened Struck down in battle but at least I fought, right? Harvest my body and leave it to rot, right? I’m just an insect you needed to swat, right? Buzz in your ears 'til I’m caught but I don’t wanna die yet This is confirmation Shell was once a person You're an abberation Always saw it coming Just a matter of when Emotional violence Go, get it over with The leaves on the trees left to die The branches block streets where I drive It always seems pointless to cry I never get answers and why? I’m not a dog that you force to do tricks I’m not controlled by any government I’m not a pawn in your dumb game of chess I’m not a host there for you to possess I'm not a punching bag, I’m not target practice I’m not expendable, and I’m not your friend