You're Dead To Me!

[Verse 1: ayk] I hope my dead ones ain't watching the boy Expecting Victory Laps, or the growth of the soil Witnessing the breakdown, the connection to the void Jeopardizing every law, was the loneliness a choice? Bruh On my momma, This ain't nothing to relate to These days the hardest thing to do is staying faithful They trynna double-cross you and watch your downfall Nobody to trust, you remain with a bottle of Greygoose I never feared death, heaven's where I don't belong Falling victim to my еvil side, should visit a mosque My Uncles thought I'll еnd up in them cuffs, dealing drugs Living off of chance, sleeping in them parks, with the sharks It was, funny enough for me, and not for them My cousins think I've been living in projects, paying rent But I, won't change, keep it a hundred looney Used to be my life, but now you're just dead to me Word [Chorus] You feel it all around yourself You know it's yours and no one else's You feel the thought of love again It's all alright [Verse 2: Madsaint] Nowdays I just wanna lose my memory Never see the the faces, forget all the memories Friends turned to enemies, it's not 'bout the jealousy They just wanna leave, I'm good, wasting no energy All these lil problems, think these bitches are your therapy When I close my eyes, darkness ain't the only thing I see Thank me later, I'm up all night, find your love Cuz if you do, probably you wouldn't really miss me Would be happy If I won't see you on your knees Peace to the people that think they know me All this buzz was my light for a year If you miss me you just need to track the bottles around me Tats, scars on my face, body full of wounds We've been knocked down, getting ready for the next round Me, all these drinks ground me Now you don't know where to find me Cuz I'm back from the space, even moon don't want me [Outro: ayk] Catch a little glimpse of me falling to my knees The corruption of their so-called remedy My past is the future of these kiddos, in the bleak Of midwinter I'll come and slaughter all these pigs When I spill my guts and tell the world how it feels Tell your momma what you did, tell your future spouse and kids Tell your friends about the mess, this bottle of Hennessey Then it's fuck you and him, you ain't never been no kin