Last Night

I match my lighter with my Nicorette Then I match my coffee with my cigarette Know my end is coming, don't know how to quit Know my people dying, don't know how they'll live Woke up in the morning on the left side Wake up to my maker, hope I'm dressed right They gon' read about my in the headlines I just hope they get me on my best side Know my end is coming, don't know how to quit Know my people dying, don't know how they'll live They say take it easy but I know they lying Lately, I've been tryna fight it I need me a one-way ticket outta here I just need a reason, then I'm over there I just need a minute, think I'm overworked They say they about it, but I know they scared I ain't mad about it, nigga, me too I can never tell you what you've been through Don't fall for the kitty, nigga, be cool Before they read about you in the Me Too Know my end is coming, don't know how to quit Know my people dying, don't know how they'll live Woke up in the morning on the West Side Know she ain't my shawty, but the sex right She might only seven when I'm stressed out Say that she don't love me 'cause I'm next out I might hear the same thing in the next town Know they lying Lately, I've been, tryna fight it Tryna hold on and survive it I need guidance, I need God I need guidance, I need God I spoke to God last night She said, "Don't worry, son, I'm proud of you What was meant to be was meant to be What was meant for you was meant for you" I spoke to God last night (I spoke to God last night) Still I match my lighter with my Nicorette And I match my coffee with my cigarette Know my end is coming, don't know how to quit Know my people dying, don't know... I spoke to God last night I spoke to God last night She said, "Harry said he's proud of you Please don't focus on what could have been But you do what you was meant to him" I spoke to God last night She said the right thing might not always come out the right way The right time might not always fall on the right day And that's fine, that's life, that's life-like Getting paid 'n' paying bills like Speaking your truth when it don't feel right Like losing to win it We all die, right? When do we finish? How was you feeling? So what do we do next?