Crushed

Selfish lovers all around me It's astounding How you all act like you're the centers of my world Where to begin? You never check in You never say "hey there how you've been?" You expect the same like it's common place But then you throw it back in my face I'm over this mess I'm over this stress I'm over friends acting like friends of friends When I'm spread so thin I think I might quit Would you miss it Would you feel the shift? I'm feeling primed to explode From all the ruts in the road Don't wanna pick up the phone Or be the one to console Constant conquest An easy way to shake this pain Feels so mindless You watch me suffer on a day to day Which is why I resent That you never check in Never say "hey there how you've been?" You expect the same like it's common place But then you throw it back in my face I'm over this mess I'm over this stress I'm over friends acting like they're friends of friends When I'm spread so thin I think I might quit Would you miss it, would you feel the shift? I'm feeling primed to explode From all the ruts in the road Don't wanna pick up the phone Or be the one to console I'm feeling all said and done I can't count on anyone So here's hateful, selfish song So you'll recall You're not the only ones