wish i was a robot

I didn't eat dinner I wanna be thinner Sometimes I think I'm ugly Other times I'd love to fuck me All the air that I've been punching I get worked up over nothing Leave my house but i don't want to My brain is melting just like fondue It's been getting harder for me to function Oh sometimes living feels disgusting I wish I was a robot Cuz then I wouldn't care Could just call a mechanic when I need a repair I'd be an easy fix I wouldn't feel like this Cuz I wouldn't have feelings or be emotional I wouldn't need healing or be so insecure I bet I'd get a grip I wouldn't feel like this Freaking out so sensitive got my soul crushed All these stupid thoughts beating me up Like am I special? Do u care? Do I look good and how's my hair? I'm sick My inner voice is such a bitch I wanna shove her in a ditch But most of all i wish I wish I was a robot Cuz then I wouldn't care Could just call a mechanic when I need a repair I'd be an easy fix I wouldn't feel like this Cuz I wouldn't have feelings or be emotional I wouldn't need healing or be so insecure I bet I'd get a grip I wouldn't feel like this But I'm only human But I'm only human But I'm only human Oh and Sometimes living feels disgusting