Mind of Mine

[Verse 1] Highs and lows are all I know I don’t wanna be a fucked up father Therapy is good to me But I still can’t seem to fix my trauma And now I’m terrified that you’re just out there [Verse 2] Watching me when I can’t breathe And I need someone to break the panic Dodging me to fill the needs Of somebody with a faith less damaged And I’m terrified that I’m on my own here So I need you to let me know [Chorus] Cause as far as I can tell I can’t save myself I can’t make friends with my emotions All they do is leave me broken So hеlp - am I talking to myself? I need someone to hold mе steady When my thoughts become too heavy Someone to try To fix this mind of mine [Verse 3] Who the hell have I become? Counting hours in between my doses A jaded man with shaky hands Holding onto what he can’t let go of And I’m terrified that I’m holy ghosted I just need you to show me that you’re real [Chorus] Cause as far as I can tell I can’t save myself I can’t make friends with my emotions All they do is leave me broken So help - am I talking to myself? I need someone to hold me steady Someone to fix this mind of mine Mind of mine Mind of mine, yeah [Post-Chorus] A mind that left me on the floor and shaking Scared to death and suffocating God, I think I’m running out of time To make it right And fix this mind of mine [Outro] Highs and lows are all I know I don’t wanna be a fucked up father