Stop the Party

This open cavity in my chest Like a heavy stone is sinking in (A heavy stone is sinking in) I didn't know this was gonna be a test I wanna stop the party, think I'm bleeding from within Days go by but it's just a blur If I stay inside will I miss my turn? This time travel in the past is making me sick I'm not okay, think I'm coming undone I just want it to stop Just want it to stop I stare at the clock I Just want it to stop Just want it to stop Just want it to stop (Stop-stop-stop) I just want it to stop Just want it to stop I stare at the clock I just want it to stop Just want it to stop It's making me sick! (Just want it to stop) I wanna stop the party (It's making me sick, making me sick) See the curtains drop (Stop the party, stop the party) I need you to leave, I need you to stop Think I've hit the bottom, think I've hit the bottom When the lights go out, will I find any relief? Wasn't something they said, but they're watching me Let me hit the pause button to feel the way I breathe Set a filter on the sun rays so they stop coming in I told my friends I couldn't make it Every picture on their walls will testify When I don't want to I have to fake it All this goddamn noise makes me wanna cry Crush it! Stop it! It's making me sick! I wanna stop the party (It's making me sick, making me sick) See the curtains drop (Stop the party, stop the party) I need you to leave, I need you to stop Think I've hit the bottom, think I've hit the bottom I wanna stop the party (I wanna stop the party) Think it was a flop (Think it was a flop) Fucked if my reaction's over the top (Fucked if my reaction's over the top) Think I've hit the bottom, think I've hit the bottom I'm sorry I'm not poetic, I tried to hide the meaning I'd rather sound pathetic Than silence what I'm feeling I'm sorry I'm not poetic, I tried to hide the meaning I'd much rather disappear No, I don't want your pity The walls are closing in Can't breathe out, I can't breathe in Insecurities within Put a knife beneath my chin I just want it to stop Just want it to stop I stare at the clock I just want it to stop Just want it to stop Just want it to stop (Stop-stop-stop) I just want it to stop Just want it to stop I stare at the clock I just want it to stop Just want it to stop Just want it to stop