Whiskey

Is it whiskey? Is it beer? Is it all the things I fear? Is it knowing when you've had enough? Is it knowing when you're not gonna fall in love? Is it all the drinks you bought? Is it maybe worse than you first thought? Is it the scream? Is it the shout? Is it wondering who'll be next to bail you out? Is it too much working? Is it not enough? Is it wondering when someone will call your bluff? Is it sleeping in the bed or sleeping on the floor? Is it wondering if you can do any of this anymore? Is it meeting someone who's not into bands? Is it weird that they still understand? Is it feeling stupid? Is it feeling small? Is it all in your head, there's nothing there at all? Is it watching videos of you and your friends? Is it the third message in a row you've sent? Is it saying goodbye to who you were back then? Is it the feeling of not having to pretend? Is it whiskey? Is it beer? Is it all the things I fear? Is it knowing when you've had enough? Is it knowing when you're not gonna fall in love? Is it all the drinks you bought? Is it maybe worse than you first thought? Is it the scream? Is it the shout? Is it wondering who'll be next to bail you out? Is it too much working? Is it not enough? Is it wondering when someone will call your bluff? Is it sleeping in the bed or sleeping on the floor? Is it wondering if you can do any of this anymore? Is it meeting someone who's not into bands? Is it weird that they still understand? Is it feeling stupid? Is it feeling small? Is it all in your head, there's nothing there at all? Is it watching videos of you and your friends? Is it the third message in a row you've sent? Is it saying goodbye to who you were back then? Is it the feeling of not having to pretend? Is it the feeling of not having to pretend?