Lich

Lump inside my throat Puts pressure to my chest Keeps pushing and pushing And make feel the guilt

Shortcuts taken again But I still can't fill you up I can't wait to get home Can't wait to be alone

Got use to the bitter taste Got used to you etching me up I ignore the obvious I don't even care

While I press my tongue While I grind my teeth I try not to lose it all Not to lose control

You are a cure bringing cancer Dissolving me into your heaven

Weird numbing power trip Hundred million butterflies Shape shifting stupid little joy High speed emotion on adrenaline Excitingly relaxing dream eater Dimension four window Ethereal gateway Time bender Room changer Ecstatic shock

When I only saw the night You made me see the stars You absorbed me into your Blissful sea of tar

I somehow feel like shit For using you again

In the end I really do not care enough