Red Roses

You're my red rose You're all that I know Nowhere I can go (I can't go) Nowhere to call home I've been living with this regret Negative thoughts all in my head It's shaping up to be a summer I'll never forget Stuck in my bed, dreaming in red I thought you and I could kick it Just like those Instagram pictures We had in our minds then It was way back when Back when the sun set on the river I didn't miss ya And these flowers would impress ya But these pedals gotta fall someday And I'll see you when I go When these roses hit the floor Goddamit I'm lost without you But I'm over the doubts I got these medals all on my neck now It don't feel the same But I know it's for the better Get your own goddamn sweater cause you can't have mine Baby won't you take these flowers I've been waiting for an hour Standing in the rain outside of your place Standing in the rain outside of your place If you wanna take more time it's okay If you're ready now I'm waiting always I'm waiting all day I'm dreaming all day I'm sick of yawning All up inside my head It's been all up inside my head Is it something I might've said? Something I might have left out on the table? It's unstable Are my flowers in your vase still? Are these pedals gonna fall someday? And I'll see you when I go When these roses hit the floor Goddamit I'm lost without you But I'm over the doubts I got these medals all on my neck now It don't feel the same, but I know it's for the better Do you waste time or do you get by? Sleep on my side Hearin the creeks Kiss on the cheek, what's it to me? I slept by my parents when I turned 13 When you cross my mind you're all that I see I'm still in the darkness The nightmare's the hardest, uh And I'll see you when I go When these roses hit the floor Goddamit I'm lost without you But I'm over the doubts I got these medals all on my neck now It don't feel the same But I know it's for the better