fake it

Long days, long nights, some place that I've never been Good morning, good night Woke up dreaming in someone else's colors I feel black and white Yeah, I could waste my life Trying to be something I know I'll never be I don't know if I'm gon' make it But I'm sure as hell gon' fake it Yeah, I'm sure as hell gon' fake it 'til I die And I don't know if I still want it But if I'm being honest I'm sure as hell gon' fake it 'til I die People tell me I should be happier But that just makes me sad And I think too much about the things I want Instead of what I have Yeah, I could waste my life Trying to become something I know I'll never be I don't know if I'm gon' make it But I'm sure as hell gon' fake it Yeah, I'm sure as hell gon' fake it 'til I die And I don't know if I still want it But if I'm being honest I'm sure as hell gon' fake it 'til I die Missed calls, words left unsaid, crumpled And can't make old friends last forever When you're caught up trying to be something You know you'll never be I don't know if I'm gon' make it But I'm sure as hell gon' fake it Yeah, I'm sure as hell gon' fake it 'til I die I don't know if I still want it But if I'm being honest I'm sure as hell gon' fake it 'til I die Mm, 'til I die Mm, 'til I die