Holidaze

[Intro: Jon Bellion] It's a paradise and it calls my name But I can't keep taking holidays [Verse 1: Lecrae] It's a paradox seeking paradise Thought I'd try my luck and roll it up like a pair of dice Took a break from being present in the presence of a lesson I ain't trying to hear the message, I escape the pain with pleasure, uh Takin' holidays, eatin' bolongese, wearin' Prada shades Sippin' Chardonnay, check the Cartier watch Watch, everything in gold chains Melt down everything in gold flames Idols living in my heart, what's wrong with me? All I need is time and time's controlling me Play the game so long, I know it's no winning Left the holiday to get some soul healing Feel like I deserve to have Miami vices But every fleeting pleasure come with sacrifices This is not a liberty, it's license Every holiday got hidden prices, yikes [Chorus: Jon Bellion] Hold my heart, hold my face I spent too long on this vacation I flew too high, I love the escape But I think it's time to land this plane No more fireworks, no more chase I can't keep that type of pace It's a paradise and it calls my name But I can't keep taking holidays I can't keep taking holidays, oh It's a paradise and it calls my name But I can't keep taking holidays [Verse 2: Lecrae] Life and time are precious, so I live it slowly Let go of the purp like it's a new parolee Engine going out, I was losing my drive Truth is all around, but I'm choosing a lie Who would've thought I'd be trusted to be a caretaker? On the beach, getting twisted without a hair braider Laugh now, prepare later, rare flavor, fare saver Seeking vanity, it's empty, I'm an air chaser If I had to say it honestly I was too afraid to face my demons 'cause I wanted what they promised me A hand full of lies about resting Don't look at the wreckage, just drink away your depression You could prolly kill your anxiety with possessions Wrestle for a second before I ignore the message I don't want the lesson they're tryna teach They offer you the world, best believe it don't come with peace, capiche? [Chorus: Jon Bellion] Hold my heart, hold my face I spent too long on this vacation I flew too high, I love the escape But I think it's time to land this plane No more fireworks, no more chase I can't keep that type of pace It's a paradise and it calls my name But I can't keep taking I can't keep taking I can't keep taking Holidays Oh, I can't keep taking holidays, oh It's a paradise and it calls my name But I can't keep taking holidays