88 Boxes

[Verse 1] I was trying to pretend that the end wasn't coming Prolonging the inevitable In love with what used to be You loved yourself much more, much more than me Did you really love me, did you love me? Even with the tears rolling down my face I knew I had to leave this space From room to room, I packed my things Every day you passed me by Maybe you could make me change my mind Maybe ask me to stay Did you love me? Did you love me? [Chorus] 88 boxes I counted My life, it went from years to 88 boxes After everything, that's all I have My life, it went from years to 88 boxes 88 boxes I counted [Verse 2] I can't escape memories Things that you gave me Packing up pictures, old love letters This self-love is hard I gotta be a woman, be a woman This is so hard I think you were afraid, but I wish you said something If you said that I love you I would've turned around and stayed But you said nothing, nothing You said nothing Did you really love me? Oh, hey [Chorus] 88 boxes I counted My life, it went from years to 88 boxes After everything, that's all I have My life, it went from years to 88 boxes 88 boxes I counted [Bridge] Did you really love me? Did you love me? I thought we'd be together forever Why? Put up with this for so long, so long I couldn't stay, had to go Couldn't stay, couldn't stay, couldn't stay Had to let you go, oh-oh [Chorus] 88 boxes I counted My life, it went from years to 88 boxes After everything, that's all I have My life, it went from years to 88 boxes 88 boxes I counted