[Verse]
How did I make it here? So many nights I cried
Hide them tears, we had to face them fears
A thousand pounds felt like a thousand years
You don't know how it feels to live as a Black man thinking your death is near
Me and bro got matching Goyards, I got my girl one too
Promised to her if she go hard, she can get a Goyard and a Chanel one too
COVID, thought it was over, cousins are over, slept on the sofa too
Two Rollies, got one that never tell time, got one that tells us too
I live what I tell, I tell what I livе, young boy, but I grew up alone
Teachеrs want me for homework, six figures, I work from home
My parents made in a year what I get booked for a show
Survivor's guilt, God, what do I owe? I don't know, I don't know
I don't know what happens after this
No good without bad, I don't know what the next disaster is
My last one could've been worse, diamonds dance in reverse
They still chase what Starboy's living in first
Niggas can act like bitches and bitches can act like niggas
You live and you learn
Didn't I tell you? Achieved to the dreams that you thought I'd sell you
Switching my number, jingle-jingle, promise I still won't bell you
Came from the gutter
You know it's a chain, can see all the rich men mail you
Life done changed, my dargie, racks got paid, my— uh
Bought mum and dad a new crib and they just bought a new— tsk
I don't just score, I assist
My girl throwing a fit, new Chanel on her 'fit
I don't give a damn, I'm rich
Hear you try get in this party, but wasn't on list
When I'm on stage, it's lit, I hear bare As and ours ain't nothing like ish
Begging for favours, but I ain't owing them shit
Only thing owin' is Rick (Huh)
My life is 'bout the foreplay, bought all of these jewels
I'm grateful now I got lit
Oh shit, somethin' got nicked
Free all the innocent guys, I pray dismisses
I came from cold flu shivers to bad ones blowing me kisses
Ain't this a mad ting?
Pain in my chest, tool in disguise
Pray to the sky, didn't get a reply
They ate and I didn't see a crumb in sight
Ah shit, fuck them guys that [? 1:39 comfort time
They hate in the night]
It's falling in line, the figure ain't healthy, not gonna sign, city's on I
Liar, higher, fire the matches
Racks in the mattress, ain't this attractive?
Jordan attire [?][1:51] branded
I put in practise, pay me a madness
[?] designer, the [?]'s a catfish
Can't spend a mad ting, he was a match fit, liar
Spit or retire your batches, came out the shackles that's holding me captive
Fire your main man, fire your captain
For certain, your guy is an actress
10K, I made the five do a backflip
That's 'cause I stuck to the tactics
I see an RM and a PK, I'm active
God is behind what the plan is
