Down Forever

I wish I was more self aware Maybe I'd take my own advice Maybe I could make a wish Without taking a risk Of maybe not being right But I'm the same kid, same mission Same confidence condition Most of the time I just close my eyes And throw and go my decisions And that's okay That's okay sometimes I keep pushing further 'Cause I know when I am here It all gets better Even if it's been a year It don't stay down forever Even when I'm lying here I won't lay down forever I won't lay down forever What do you know about real pain? Do I really deserve anything? I never run the ship I just circle around it And pretend that I'm getting in But I'm a hard case to break in I'm preaching day-out and day-in Most of the time I don't even find The words that I keep sayin' And that's okay I keep pushing further 'Cause I know when I am here It all gets better Even if it's been a year It don't stay down forever Even when I'm lying here I won't lay down forever I won't lay down forever I won't lay down forever Don't be so hard on yourself I say to myself Lying in the dark Don't be so hard on yourself I say to myself, lying Don't be so hard on yourself I say to myself Lying in the dark Don't be so hard on yourself I say to myself I keep pushing further 'Cause I know when I am here It all gets better Even if it's been a year It don't stay down forever Even when I'm lying here I won't lay down forever I won't lay down forever I won't lay down I won't lay down forever I won't lay down I won't lay down I won't lay down forever