POISON

You want me honest, here's the truth Of course I'd run straight back to you I'm on the edge but I can't move When I have so much left to prove I wanna jump Somehow you're keeping me alive again Alive again Once you have hurt the one you love And ruined your lives You get to thinking maybe you don't Deserve to survive It's too late, it's too late for me But I know there is still time for you I will smile my way to the bitter end, now I know There's so much light in you So let me know if I'm crossing the line here But is this what's best for you? I will fight to keep this going But I'm getting tired too So forget the drama, drop the act No more lies, let's face the facts I am poison in your system Painting your insides black I want my eyes sewn shut I've got nothing to show for a lifetime I've spent without a soul And I've been breaking my bones every single day Hoping the pain would wash the guilt away I tried to open my mind and accept the fact I always knew that you'd be better off without me (you are) I still wonder if I cross your mind And I don't think I need to tell you That you dominate mine I am lost, you are found, I wish I never let you down But I always let you down Just let me go, you deserve to live A life that's free from all my suffering I don't wanna be your dead weight Anymore, anymore No, I can't, no, I won't be your dead weight Anymore, anymore I'll try to let you go somehow someway I think I only have one promise to make I swear that I will love you to my last day Until my last day I know that I will never stop asking myself why I can't cope while I'm still awake all night The only thing I know The only thing I know The only thing I know You saved my life You saved my life You saved my life So let me know if I'm crossing the line here But is this what's best for you? I will fight to keep this going But I'm getting tired too So forget the drama, drop the act No more lies, let's face the facts I am poison in your system Painting your insides black I won't drag you down I won't hold you back I won't drag you down I won't hold you back