Surprise!

[Verse 1] I'm, I'm on my third life, looking at a razor knife This nightlight got me through my childhood Take this long route, hoping they don't see me fit in to the crowd [Pre-Chorus] See, I'm always in fear they will appear Pushing me down, yell in my ear "You will never amount to anything" "You should be afraid of everything" Young boy, you're erasing and editing Checking 'round corners and looking ahead of me What if they hurt me or what if they get me? Spent my lifetime readying and prepping [Chorus] Like a wet steel to the knife Like a bright light to the night Likе a kill switch to your life I hope you think twice I don't play it nicе Open up, surprise [Verse 2] I'm, I'm on my sixth life, looking at a razor blade This high life, thank you to my neighborhood This long route taught me to be strong and rise above the crowd [Pre-Chorus] Always in fear they will appear Pushing me down, yell in my ear "You will never amount to anything" "You should be afraid of everything" Young boy, you're erasing and editing Checking 'round corners and looking ahead of me What if they hurt me or what if they get me? Spent my lifetime readying and prepping [Chorus] Like a wet steel to the knife Like a bright light to the night Like a kill switch to your life I hope you think twice I don't play it nice Open up, surprise [Bridge] All these years, this life I've chosen All these tears, look how they've focused Turn your face like you don't know it But you can't say you don't notice [Chorus] Like a wet steel to the knife Like a bright light to the night Like a kill switch to your life I hope you think twice I don't play it nice Open up, surprise