Only (My) Death Is Certain

I'm here again and the night goes by so very slow I know that I'm trapped but I'm not here alone Shaking in fear, what is happening to me? I've been here before Lost in a mind, out of time Trying to survive Out of the black, out of the dark Just before I fall Help me wake up, I am out of time Or else I'll lose my mind I am torn within My fears are breaking me down My sins are tearing me Further apart each night Where will I end up this time Or is this it for me I'm taking my last breathes, my last breathes I've been Fading away creating my own disaster Drowning in sleep and my dreams are my grave Trapped in the black I won't last much longer I wonder if this really is the end of me I've been waiting for the day when it all goes away My fears are catching up to me and I'm getting nearer I can't close my eyes, cause only then I'll realize All I know is that only my death is certain Die! I was and I will be Forgotten for eternity Shadows faded away Reflections gone Was I alive at all Or was I just invisible It's getting clear to me What I will be I've been Fading away creating my own disaster Drowning in sleep and my dreams are my grave Trapped in the black I won't last much longer I wonder if this really is the end of me I've been waiting for the day when it all goes away My fears are catching up to me and I'm getting nearer I can't close my eyes, cause only then I'll realize All I know is that only my death is certain