Maybe I Should?

When I meet my makers Sell my stuff and show my papers I, I wanna know just where I stand When I meet my lover Leave my life and lose my brothers I, I wanna know if I got scammed Call me all you want, do I know? Every time I crawl out, I dive back in Like the spider that drowns underneath your skin Then comes off for air Maybe I should just stay down there Maybe I should When I find that something I've been finding so hard to find Well, I feel complete Well, I feel this empty Ask the depths of 2020 I just wanna know if I got scammed Call me all you want, do I know? Call me all you want, do I know? Every time I crawl out, I dive back in Like the spider that drowns underneath your skin Then comes off for air Maybe I should just stay down there Maybe I should Maybe I should I know that it's not logical It's something biological And it always starts this way I try not to be skeptical It's written in my chemicals And it always ends the same Every time I crawl out, I dive back in Like the spider that drowns underneath your skin Then comes off for air When maybe I should just stay down there Maybe I should Maybe I should Maybe I should