I put my pants on leg at a time
That's if I even put my pants on at all
I barely even leave my house for long periods
I'll often wear some sweats to just hang out at the mall
So I'll tiptoe down the yellow road to aerospace
Never pay attention to the ground that I am walking on
My confidence dependent on the number of my confidantes
I'm honestly self-conscious that they don't want to talk a lot
Like is it really want or can't?
I just step on broken glass with every little pause I take
It's feeling like an ampersand
And honestly the fear of growing up has me crawling on my knees
Sometimes to live a life that's simple and often never that deep
So let me go
Looking at the freaking story arcs
They got me feeling sort of lost without seeing the Moriarty
The master, the marionettes that carry every little scene piece
Mary Antoinette seeming the only one to party
Like it's obvious that I don't know what's the start or the ending
But every time that I wake up it seems it's simply the beginning
So I get to reassess the message that I'm trying to get across
Don't fear change enough to stop receiving whatever life's giving
Oh, it's not that good but it's just alright
I'm living every day just for the night, yeah
And if it's really horrible to treat the day like instrumentals
Every single hour written thoroughly by pencils
And even though its crazy we'll say it's so so simple
This time I find the will to write a verse two
Just so I can spit all of my virtues
And it isn't lessened by the second time we took strength in
By double efforts with all of the savvy punch lines I can muster
Let's begin, like
I thought I lost my sign in luster, all the silvers gray and dull
Until I realized colors change right when you have a place to go or
How I slept so well one night I never slept on time again
And now need pills to go to bad or wake up around 6 P.M
It's easy really, easier when you think about it like this
I like simplifying hours into 24 drum hits
And everything that's in between is another line that I live
So I'll wake up every day trying to make a freaking hit
With a different kind of rhythm for a different kind of week
Optimism finds itself on other genre type beats, so
I'll stick to my logistics and my friendships that I have and someday
Soon it'll be so natural my happiness and laugh
Oh, it's not that good but it's just alright
I'm living every day just for the night, yeah
And if it's really horrible to treat the day like instrumentals
Every single hour written thoroughly by pencils
And even though its crazy we'll say it's so so simple
Yeah, it's not that good but it's just okay
I'm living everyday haunted by my brain
Locked inside this box and I can't refrain
From losing all this oxygen, and fire left a kindle
I hope one day life will be so freaking simple
