Control

All the walls are caving in And I feel it, sink or swim Oh, I'm so sorry, but I can't rewrite our story All these thoughts are taking hold Dunno if I'm feeling bold or if I hate this Everything has me so anxious Guess I'll waste another evening Feeling like I'll never leave this behind Stuck in my mind Every night's a little colder And the weight upon my shoulders won't fade Is it too late? Tell me what I need, tell me who to be You were always pulling me, pulling me down Crawling on my knees, watch me while I bleed You were always pulling me, pulling me down I don't wanna spend another day like this Making me numb, ignorance is bliss But I just wanna know how it feels Never tell me what I need, tell me who to be I'm not listening, yeah, I'm finally free You've lost control of me And I thought that I'd stay down When you put me in the ground and left me buried With my thoughts all temporary Oh, I clawed my own way out through the sickness and the doubt Some days I feel like dying But I'm not done, I'm trying I'm trying Tell me what I need, tell me who to be You were always pulling me, pulling me down Crawling on my knees, watch me while I bleed You were always pulling me, pulling me down I don't wanna spend another day like this Making me numb, ignorance is bliss But I just wanna know how it feels Never tell me what I need, tell me who to be I'm not listening, yeah, I'm finally free You've lost control of me Tell me what I need, tell me who to be You were always pulling me, pulling me down Crawling on my knees, watch me while I bleed (watch me while I bleed) You were always pulling me, pulling me down (oh) I don't wanna spend another day like this Making me numb, ignorance is bliss But I just wanna know how it feels Never tell me what I need, tell me who to be I'm not listening, yeah, I'm finally free You've lost control of me