January

[Verse 1] I could take a take away from everything But sometimes I’m just Happier living my head in the sand So just give me a break And if you let me Come back again [Verse 2] I should be complacent Instead I’m grasping straws Falling out of my hands Taking your civility for more than it is It’s anyone’s guess What I just did In the moment [Pre-Chorus] Let it not be me Now I can’t even breath If everything was Ingenuine Then what was January [Chorus] And it’s always fucking raining You said, "Call me when you’re done hating everyone" But talking with you now feels so good Just to get the air out my lungs Was it good enough? Did I make the cut? Has it always been worth saying? I’m leaving when the waters filling up There’s no oxygen if we fall in And no one is gonna jump in after us Just an afterthought So just leave me lost Yeah [Bridge] I don’t feel I’ll ever tire And I was made to run I felt the fire and I just let it rip me wide open You don’t ever miss How can I just live? Arrow in my chest Yeah [Outro] Yeah And my car lights up your silhouette Like it’s the first time Never came back from it I just wanna lie Lie against my window 2 a.m Like you might just float on in Wake me from this hell I’m in, oh yeah And the price you paid for it, now it’s broken I saw you broken, yeah I really tried to bend You get what you get, yeah