At the End

My friend's got a really nice face, he Comes to town whenever he can Staring down from the top of the stairs, he Holds my sister's wet hair in his hand Me and my Me and my I push my hand through a double door, look around Mama's got a frown I caught her looking down I know she found Made a friend five years ago behind the bars Now everybody knows about him He's the reason I can't stop So I'm gonna start I'm in a crowded room That smells like piss and painted black My mommy's got some trauma, probably blame it on that My blood is pumping, I'm so mad I'm cutting thin lines I'm petty like that I know that someone's there I know that someone's there I know that someone's there My friend is still alive, how the fuck is that fair? I push my hand through a double door, look around Mama's got a frown I caught her looking down I know she found Made a friend five years ago behind the bars Now everybody knows about him He's the reason I can't start Hey, you there Hey you there! I know who you are You're the little girl And the old man with the dog Hey you there! I know what you are You were made just to be And hit back twice as hard I'm away, collecting my strength You beat it out of me You beat it out of me I'm away, collecting my strength You beat it out of me You beat it out of me You let me know that I'm the man that's pushing stones Up the mountain, watch myself let them go I can't admit I can't admit I can't admit I can't admit I can't admit I can't admit I can't admit I can't admit My friend's got a really nice face, he Comes to town because I called He lets me finish writing big words on my paper plate He smiles at his feet, assures I gave him my all