Final Days

I hope I didn't let you down 'Cause it's too late to make a change You've lived a hundred lives before me So self-involved to think that I could hold that weight Like a mother to them all With your arms stretched open wide I hope you hear that Heaven's call I hope they're letting you inside You look good, like I remember With all that sunshine on your face I let you sit there without talking You let me sit there in your shade You let me dream about the future And all the plans we had to make I hope I'm wrong about the after And these are not your final days Could've said I'm frightened, but I couldn't I didn't have the heart Are you scared of dying? I couldn't I didn't have the heart So I said it's waiting, your own true Paradise Didn't have the heart, so I lied just to not see you cry Yeah, I didn't, I didn't have the heart The world will go on spinning Another day, another scene And I'll be left with just a memory And yesterday will be a dream I'll be looking out there for you Where all they see is empty sky The space you left reminds me That we don't have to say goodbye Could've said I'm frightened, but I couldn't I didn't have the heart Are you scared of dying? I couldn't I didn't have the heart So I said, it's waiting, your own true Paradise I didn't have the heart I didn't have the heart So I said it's waiting, your own true paradise Didn't have the heart, so I lied just to not see you cry Yeah, I didn't, I didn't have the heart