WISH U COULD SEEE

It could, get lonely It could, get lonely It could, get lonely It could get rocky, know it's lonely at the top Called that bitch my sister, but she really was an op Stop, now I'm goin' up to the top Notch, had to turn up on a bot They gon say they wanna see you up now But really, they've been takin' notes, you know they wanna take your spot now And they've been thinkin' that it comes easy But really none of this has ever came easy, no I'm so used to this, they want what I have I can't give it up for someone who really wishes they could Live my life, it's just so disheartening Wish you could see all the beauty in you Sister this, bestie that, switchblade behind they back They want my soul, they want my blood, they want this heart Tust they'll slime you out like that with a big smile on they face When I look into your eyes, that ain't even you I see I've been isolatin', incubatin', makin' room for what's for me God is who I call when I'm in need Want my blessings, but you don't know what it takes to be me Betted on myself when I ain't have a place to sleep They throw rocks and hide they hand, my own family count me out I don't expect nothin' different from these bitches My life is like the Matrix, ballin' like it's game six It get lonely at the top, but that's what comes with it Open, and I'm golden Know I'm chosen, you're just floating Tried to help you, what did I get? Just some more pain to deal with but I turned it into bands real quick I'm so used to this, they want what I have I can't give it up for someone who really wishes they could Live my life, it's just so disheartening Wish you could see all the beauty in you (ooh)