Finding Self

Ayy, man, turn that up Once upon a time not too long ago, I had to find myself Blind lead the blind almost half the time, I had to guide myself I was down on love, luck, hope and everything, I had to supply myself I don't dwell on failed relationships no more, I had to find myself Once upon a time not too long, I had to find myself Once upon a time not too long, I had to find myself Once upon a time not too long, I had to find myself Once upon a time not too long ago, I had to find myself Lately, a nigga been lacking, uh My wins feeling like defeat, yeah Niggas being hella passive, uh I be chillin', I'm discreet, yeah I been wishin' upon a star and shit Holding on to who I am, yeah How did I make it this far and shit? I ain't have no other plans, yeah All I had was the faith in me Niggas don't pray for me, all this shit fake to me People be coming and going, I stay out the way 'Cause that shit just feel safe to me Woah, woah, hold, swole Make sure you doing this shit for yourself I keep it real 'cause the love being felt Platinum, platinum I got plaques on the shelf Platinum, platinum, ooh, I'm feeling myself Platinum, platinum, turned my niggas to stone Platinum, platinum, I just wanna go home Platinum, platinum, got me sittin' on chrome Platinum, platinum, I'm just takin' a chance Platinum, platinum, another chapter begins Platinum, platinum, where the fuck I go wrong? Platinum, platinum, I been here for too long Once upon a time not too long, I had to find myself Once upon a time not too long, I had to find myself Once upon a time not too long, I had to find myself Once upon a time not too long ago, I had to find myself Once upon a time not too long, I had to find myself Once upon a time not too long, I had to find myself Once upon a time not too long, I had to find myself Once upon a time not too long ago, I had to find myself Some days I just wish I was strong I put all myself in these songs Pour up some liquor, I pour out my demons I look in the mirror, can no longer see me Look to my left and some kid wanna be me So what am I really and who really feel me? I just want love but the love almost killed me Pour out my feelings but who gon' refill me? Sorry, I'm speaking my truth but fuck how you feeling I'm chillin', I'm tryna get back to my roots I'm tryna just get back to Lute but rap money bought me a coupe So I just ran off on the plug again I do not need no gold bezel to capitalize on my following I do not fuck with this rap shit 'Cause I do not fuck with the politics Niggas be jealous 'cause I am the one that she swallowing I am that nigga in my city and also in your metropolitan I cannot take what you offering, niggas be dweebs I take a pass if it ain't what I need Shit getting deep so I roll up the sleeves Take a step back so I just let it breathe Fuck all that bullshit, I just let it be Fuck all that bullshit, I get back to me Once upon a time not too long ago, I had to find myself Blind lead the blind almost half the time, I had to guide myself I was down on love, luck, hope and everything, I had to supply myself I don't dwell on failed relationships no more, I had to find myself Once upon a time not too long, I had to find myself Once upon a time not too long, I had to find myself Once upon a time not too long, I had to find myself Once upon a time not too long ago, I had to find myself Once upon a time not too long, I had to find myself Once upon a time not too long, I had to find myself Once upon a time not too long, I had to find myself Once upon a time not too long ago, I had to find myself