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Phone screen, glowing Haven't left the house in about a week Started biting my nails out of spite Nineteen came a little fast How have all my friends got it figured out While I'm anxious, uptight And hate every word I write Save me, it's draining All this weight of expectations My brain is dissipated It's a little complicated Pixel perfect in the phone screen Pretty girls, why can't that be me Just fake it, till you make it No one wants to be outdated Eternally stressed out Wouldn't be surprised if my hair fell out Say I'm biding my time But it's passing me by It's poker, watch me draw my cards And everybody else will get a royal flush Fold, don't be bold Whoever made luck is a liar Save me, it's draining All this weight of expectations My brain is dissipated It's a little complicated Pixel perfect in the phone screen Pretty girls, why can't that be me Just fake it, till you make it No one wants to be outdated Boyfriends, college degrees Everyone's got things Everyone but me Scrolling through other's perfect lives And suddenly it feels like I'm a little behind Cause they've got city flats Fancy jobs and all If it's chess, they're kings I'm just a pawn I'm so sick of wanting more What did I sign up for Save me, it's draining All this weight of expectations My brain is dissipated It's a little complicated Pixel perfect in the phone screen Pretty girls, why can't that be me Just fake it, till you make it No one wants to be outdated Boyfriends, college degrees Everyone's got things Everyone but me Scrolling through other's perfect lives And suddenly it feels like I'm a little behind Cause they've got city flats Fancy jobs and all If it's chess, they're kings I'm just a pawn I'm so sick of wanting more What did I sign up for Phone screen, glowing Haven't left the house in about a week