[Intro]
Life, life, life
[Verse 1]
How do you know way more than I do?
How do you have it all figured out?
How do you have connections with the truth, and know what everything we hear is all about?
Pain, how I feel don't got to be explained
I remain somewhere in the family of insane
My brain knows too much, but it knows nothin' at all
I've been called a liar, I've been called an addict
I've been at a low when the high is automatic
I've been needed a jacket in this freezin' planet
When the world was gonna end, I didn't even panic
I just want to know what happens when the dreamеrs vanish
I can hide it with a smile, so you won't see the damagе
Somebody once told me that I wasn't shit, I believed her
Tried to do anything to please her
But as I laid beneath her and realized I could no longer reach her
I fell out, and let her tell me I'm a sellout
No more help, I put this belt down
A battle in your own head is pretty common though
When you only exist through an audio stream
They wouldn't hear me if I screamed
They'll never know that they all are figments of a dream (Dream)
I wish I could just sit for a while (While), with no responsibility
Just observe all the other people and the words that they use
That would be some tranquility
Sometimes, I hate when they film me
Sometimes, the things in my mind become filthy
I just pray that I'm normal too, even though we all seek to be exceptional
That's why we invent the unconventional, and live life like it's just a festival
Nobody take me serious with all this gold
I just want the wisdom that you have when you get old
They say I gotta wait for that, but I never liked to do as I was told
When the world goes cold, no nutrients to grow, then will you be so bold? (Bold)
I kinda feel like I'm a piece of mold, ready to be cleaned by the system
Fuck, who am I kiddin'?
I got a world to change, I need to stop bitchin' (Bitchin'), truth
[Chorus]
The difference of addiction and use (Uh)
The difference between addiction and use (It's kind of funny)
The difference between addiction and use (The things unlike you make you feel comfortable)
The difference between addiction and use
[Verse 2]
As the world turns, and we wait to meet demise
Wonder if divine life meets us when the time's right
With no proof or scientific evidence, only then can believe and become relevant
Seek rebirth, need time to settle in
Then I'll get up again, and see the things I never did
Is this me speakin', or is it someone else?
Are these my own thoughts, or is it just the dope talkin'?
I've learned about life through love
So, how do we inform those of us who have never felt the touch of a goddess when she vulnerable?
I'm givin' my condolence to you
If you never felt that feelin', I just hope that you do
It's somethin' kind of hard to comprehend, when your life on the end
I leave things behind that always slip my mind
Because my mind is always elsewhere
I guess I feel myself there, a place where space is erased, I never felt scared
That's why givin' up feel satisfying
Didn't have to try to turn the water back to wine
The impossible is tempting, as an areola when it's there, never haven't felt aware
It's hard to breathe when you care, the moment I was drowning, you were coming up for air (Air)
I wish that I could make you understand, I just want to see my mother dance
If I fuck it up, I'm prayin' for another chance
You could never feel euphoria as lovers can (Lovers can)
I fuckin' am, I said I fuckin' am gone
