Days Turn Blue to Gray

Oh, thou have fathered, son and daughter Doth begat yet raised not bother Paralyzed your children's lives Wither vines of family ties Self-destruction Makes him function Crayons and clay Days turn blue to gray Days turn blue to gray Oh, 17 when family begin Drinking, fighting heroin Unquenchable addictions call Responsible to none above all Self-destruction Makes him function Crayons and clay Days turn blue to gray Days turn blue to gray Lest I taste Its sweet grapes Glass to tongue Across it tips Cross my lips Swallow his soul Please, won't you love me? Please help me see What did I do? Did I hurt you? And now that you're gone Emptiness lives on The guilt's all I feel No closure Father Motherfucker No closure No No No No The strings of my heart You pulled on endlessly This twine is severed in tragedy Father Mother destroyer Destroy her Your self-destruction What made you feel alive Your self-destruction Of your children's lives Lives