Complications

I make everything too hard So I never get too far If I could reach past my ribs I would rip out my own heart I was getting everything So tell me why I'm barely getting by I would clip my own wings Just to make sure that I couldn't fly Born 11:59 As if by choice or by design Then I'm always understudied Silver metal every time Better than a crybaby so everybody's pissed at me Cause I could be so happy but I'd rather live in misery I love complications I love boys that'll never love me back I love confrontation I do best when everybody's mad I love complications Don't know why I'm such a masochist I love complications And I hate that I'm made like this My self righteous indignation I am fueled by my frustration I grew a bad attitude I know how to kill a mood I'm a crisis, I'm a sigh girl I'm a "Why you always mad?" girl And the price is I'm a martyr Cause my life is so much harder No time for empathy because my life's a tragedy And every movement that I make screams please pay attention to me No time for empathy because my life's a tragedy And every movement that I make screams please pay attention to me I love complications I love boys that'll never love me back I love confrontation I do best when everybody's mad I love complications Don't know why I'm such a masochist I love complications And I hate that I'm made like this I love complications I'm the only one crushing my dreams Or self deprecation Or because I have low self-esteem Every situation I make it much harder than it is I love complications And I hate that I'm made like this Ohh, ohh, ohh Yeah, ohh, ohh, ohh I get in my own way I ruin my own day I get in my own way I ruin my own day I love complications I love boys that'll never love me back I love confrontation I do best when everybody's mad I love complications Don't know why I'm such a masochist I love complications And I hate that I'm made like this I love complications I'm the only one crushing my dreams Or self deprecation Or because I have low self-esteem Every situation I make it much harder than it is I love complications And I hate that I'm made like this