TEARS

[Intro] Tears Girl, dry the tears from your eyes [Verse 1] It's like I met you at my parent's house when I was fourteen Seen you my whole life but never got to me You'd always post in the kitchen, I knew the shelf you lived in Above where the fridge is, but we never kicked it Finally I decided to pull you down Had Pac in the background, pulled the shot glasses out Grabbed you by your neck even though we just met Hеld you close, felt the firе burn my throat Warmth like the Holy Ghost I remember thinkin', "Is this real life?" I had two and wondered what four more would feel like Predisposed to having an obsession Codependent before we even had a friendship Had a dozen of you, already loved you, I couldn't stop Got on the metro stumbling to third and Pine block Hit the Micky D's, puked all over the restaurant Our first date was already runnin' from the cops, like [Chorus] I ride with you, lie for you My tried and true, love I never knew, uh It kills me to think of a life without you But sometimes I wonder if you want me to die too [Verse 2] In highschool our relationship was abusive Addicted to bein' together, couldn't control my usage We pass out together on a stranger's lawn Woke up in a random car too gone to make it to my own prom But I had to have you even though we'd pass out in bathrooms Take a month off to show myself, I know myself, don't need no help Forget the pain, pourin' rain, brown bag full of guilt and shame Mistress controllin' my head Getting arrested, not rememberin' anything that I said And I knew then that I should've left And I could see if I didn't leave, you'd lead me to death but [Chorus] I ride with you, lie for you My tried and true, love I never knew, uh It kills me to think of a life without you But sometimes I wonder if you want me to die too [Verse 3] Bitch, you killed my uncle, you're fuckin' trouble Socially acceptable and oh, so subtle You ruined my life and I fucking loved you Promised relief and left me with a rusty shovel and some busted rubble Pieces of my life that you destroyed was once freedom and joy Was now depression, bein' unemployed And I knew I had to change it and face it And checked into rehab and twenty-eight days later I remembered who I really was I remembered where I'm really from I remembered the beauty of the present moment That you only get when you connect to the Creator And the breath inside the chest that fully fills your lungs I found the people with the same allergy And what I thought was love was really just my disease I always thought the problem was you and couldn't believe When I learned that the whole time my issue was me [Chorus] I ride with you, lie for you My tried and true, love I never knew, uh It kills me to think of a life without you But sometimes I wonder if you want me to die too I ride with you, lie for you My tried and true, love I never knew It kills me to think of a life without you But sometimes I wonder if you want me to die too