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Mr. Suicidal by MadChild

Lyrics

MadChild

Mr. Suicidal

From M.A.D.E.2011

Written by MadChild

Produced by Madlib

Lyrics

Mr. Suicidal

It's a throwback

Lootpack

(Cause when I'm on da mic I like to speak freely)

[Intro]

Now when Madchild walks before Madchild looks

I swear to God I should be dead from all the pills I took

But I'll be okay

(Cause when I'm on da mic I like to speak freely)

[Verse 1]

Raise your hands if you're going insane

If you're feeling so depressed you wanna blow out your brains

And you've been to darker places you won't try to explain

But still you try to keep it moving then we're probably the same

I used to get high like trucks on lift kits

Then I woke up and I said fuck this shit

I made a promise to myself, Mad rip shit

And slide through your verse like the Tokyo Drift kid

From being on the doctor's on pills like please help me

To being on the hospital floor like please kill me

And I ain't scared of dying except there's nothing to inherit

And I owe lots of people money including my parents

I'm trying signal right but I have mental interference

About this track

"Mr. Suicidal" is a song by MadChild from the album M.A.D.E., released in 2011. The song was written by MadChild. It was produced by Madlib.

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Cause I got inner-demons that are screaming out my lyrics

And I'm new to this new game where kids all talk shit

That's why I'm writing rhymes that even they can't fuck with

Let me do a show, let me catch somebody chuckle

I won't stop until my hands hurt and I got bloody knuckles

Then I'll take his girl and turn that boy into a cuckold

To tell the truth, I ain't fucking with them suck hoes

[Hook]

Now when Madchild walks before Madchild looks

I swear to God I should be dead from all the pills I took

But I'll be okay

(Cause when I'm on da mic I like to speak freely)

And when Madchild talks before Madchild thinks

I swear that I am going crazy, I should see a shrink

But I'll be okay

(Cause when I'm on da mic I like to speak freely)

[Verse 2]

Welcome to Jamrock where kids dress like Urkel they and they dance to spank rock

Don't they know that Madchild fly like Hancock

I'm from Vancouver where the guns go bang bro

Told you that it's Swollen Members holmes, we can't stop

I'm dangerous like Bangkok

All these little rappers coming fresh out the sandbox

Life a little crazy for me now that I'm bankrupt

But misguided angel breaking out of his handcuffs

Shane felt pain like acid rain drops

So Shane popped pills that'll make your brain rot

Quit now I'm back conquering like Genghis-

Khan, on tour fucking whores like Bang Bus

[Hook]

Now when Madchild walks before Madchild looks

I swear to God I should be dead from all the pills I took

But I'll be okay

(Cause when I'm on da mic I like to speak freely)

And when Madchild talks before Madchild thinks

I swear that I am going crazy, I should see a shrink

But I'll be okay

(Cause when I'm on da mic I like to speak freely)

[Verse 3]

Now tell me who should take the title

Rocking steady since the b-boy summits were in tribal

Now it's all about survival (Cause when I'm on da mic I like to speak freely)

Okay you won't have a clue on what I'm doin' to a rival

Thought I was a shoe-in but I'm blue and sitting idle

I was super stupid now recouping loot is vital

And I'm just trying to break a broken group of ruined idols

Now call me Mr. Suicidal

Ruthless for a writer rapper with the human spider

I'm the Silver Surfer, stressed so I'm a Night Owl

Definite depression so my loft is now a hideout

It's bright out, keep the shades down and the doors locked

Fort Knox, keep the floor mopped, I'm a warlock

Trying to keep a secret while I'm sneaking out the door cause

People might be sleeping but I'm freaking out for more drugs

Aye yo I'm set on repeat rocking undefeated but it's dead up defeat

White wifebeater in a white wifebeater but I don't wear tight jeans or bright Nikes either

You don't like my style? I don't like yours either

Dating Asian girls, they got white boy fever

Instead of beaking while I'm tweaking out I'm looking for a beacon

And speaking while I'm deeking out the Devil on the weekends

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