In my hallucination
I saw my beloved's flower garden
In my vertigo, in my dizziness, in my drunken haze
Whirling and dancing like a spinning wheel
I saw myself as the source of existence
I was there in the beginning and I was the spirit of love
Now I am sober, there is only the hangover
And the memory of love and only the sorrow
I yearn for happiness, I ask for help, I want mercy
And my love says, "Look at me and hear me
Because I am here just for that
I am your moon and your moonlight, too
I am your flower garden and your water, too
I have come all this way, eager for you, without shoes or shawl
I want you to laugh, to kill all your worries
To love you, to nourish you
Oh, sweet bitterness
I will soothe you and heal you
I will bring you roses
I, too, have been covered with thorns"
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