Orange Blood

I'll probably never ever get it right They'll never understand you and I told you Playing with that flame, that shit gon' burn you Just my friends becauuse I'm hurtin' Sometimes I wish I was a different person Sometimes I wish I had my mom to hold me This journey through the darkness it gets lonely The people closest to me barely know me Not much I wouldn't give to see my homies I've been known to hide within my own walls Hope these diamonds blind you from my own flaws Lying to myself because I have to This life thing is a never-ending battle But all this shit is all I've ever prayed for The Lord knows that this shit is what I'm made for It's 3am girl fuck you think you came for? All this hating, don't think they could hate more Now they think I'm plus, I gotta spend I pray to God forgive me for my sins Cause I told her that I loved her, lied again And I know that she gon' hold me in the end Just take me back to when life was more simple Used to write my name in raindrops on my window Now on dates I don't give her my info Now if she wanna fuck I need initials I've been known to hide inside my own walls Please don't be offended if I don't call I'm probably high as fuck, I probably dozed off All these fucking drugs - I need a load off Going back and forth 'bout shit that ain't true She sayin' "So lately you just ain't you" "Don't you ever let this bullshit change you" "You made me a promise you would stay you" "You would stay true"