My Backwards Walk (From Tiny Changes: A Celebration Of Frightened Rabbit's 'The Midnight Organ Fight')

I'm working on my backwards walk Walking with no shoes or socks And the time rewinds to the end of May I wish we'd never met, then met today I'm working on my faults and cracks Filling in the blanks and gaps And when I write them out they don't make sense I need you to pencil in the rest I'm working on drawing a straight line And I'll draw until I get one right It's bold and dark girl, can't you see I done drawn a line between you and me I'm working on erasing you Just don't have the proper tools I get hammered, forget that you exist There's no way I'm forgetting this I'm working hard on walking out Shoes keep sticking to the ground My clothes won't let me close the door These trousers seem to love your floor I been working on my backwards walk There's nowhere else for me to go Except back to you just one last time Say yes before I change my mind