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[Verse: Snowy] There's somet wrong with me, I'm not normal Everybody looking at me like I'm not normal Truth is that I don't wanna be normal The more I think about it, the more I'm not normal Nottingham king, I'm feeling immortal But really look in my brain - past tracks a portal Really and truly I know that I'm awful Even though I'm convincing myself I'm normal It's easy for me to do an outburst 'Cause I never say what I'm thinking outwards Chelsi's saying I should open up more And Stevo's saying that councilling's for cowards But I have to go every now and then Otherwise I'll commit like it's now the end N.A.T. played me a couple of my old tracks At 16, I was proper down, it's leng And my life's on repeat I'm losing myself My mum told me she wish I was dead Pass me the wap, fam, I'm on shooting myself Check the Knots EP, I did the noose up myself I'm taking a long hard look in the mirror Not recognising who's in my self I'm sick of tired of proving myself Hit self destruct, I'm on nuking myself But shout out Mangs now I'm here Know I got love for the fam when I'm here Feel like flow I'm the dan when I'm here No baby-buggies or pram when I'm here ADHD so I can't jam when I'm here It's grands on grands on grands when I'm here My head's liable to go bang when I'm here So I just gotta stick to the plan while I'm here, while I'm here