Denial

At night, sometimes my thoughts collide My body shakes I feel so separated from what I thought I'd be and what I am Is there nothing I can do To make it up to them to make it up Or does time just separate me? I want to feel the earth, its crushingness As it wraps around my neck I've been feeling lately like I need to be alone You've been thinking much too deeply about how to atone When I close my eyes I'm never really by myself All the strangers that adore me put my on a shelf Pick yourself up, baby Everything's gonna be fine But if not, so what? You'll get it the next time You should stop getting down on yourself every day It's ok to fall apart when you feel so crazy I've been feeling lately like I need to be alone You've been thinking much too deeply about how to atone When I close my eyes I'm never really by myself All the strangers that adore me put my on a shelf