Camouflage

I remember so many nights in the bed alone Wonderin' Could I muster the strength to exist in the bitter cold? But you showed up once in a while, I guess that's alright 'Cause I told my heart that you needed time for yourself, it's fine I camouflage my tears And you wear your disguise And 'round I go To know that you still love me (I need to know, say that you do) To know if you still love me (I need to know, say that you do) Weary some times when I tried to discern our reality Wish that I just could be somebody else if you talked to me Yet praying inside: "Let him love me for who I am" Please, my Lord But you were just somewhere that I couldn't reach Couldn't understand (All that I needed was you to really see me) I camouflage my tears And you wear your disguise And 'round I go To know if you still love me (I need to know, say that you do) To know if you still love me (I need to know, say that you do) No, didn't we swear we'd give it our everything? (Didn't we swear passionate heart and our love) Didn't I give you all of me? (Didn't I give you all of me?) Oh, oh, oh No night or day goes by No, no, no When I don't wonder inside (You still feel the way) If you feel the way you used to feel I camouflage my tears And you wear your disguise And 'round and 'round I go (To know if you still love me) (I need to know, say that you do) I remember so many nights (I need to know, say that you do) I camouflaged... That's all I really wanted (Oh say) That's all I really wanted... (Tell me that you love me) I cry and cry as you laugh and laugh (I pray that you still love me) I cry and cry as you laugh and laugh at the question But I need to know Weary some times when I try to discern our reality