Bad Man

[Verse 1] I'm just tryna get to know you Why it gotta feel like I owe you? Can't nobody tell me what I'm goin' through Oh, guess it's time to make adult moves Yeah, life just move a lil' bit quicker to me Young me, yo, I still ain't forgive him fully Oh, beatin' that down, yo, I been a bully All the lil' motherfucker do is ridicule me What if I can't love you? What if I don't want to? I don't got the muscle What if I said "fuck you"? Oh Every breath to my detriment I feel the truth is so evident My fear, the drug that I get to binge, oh The real me knockin', won't let him in I take the punch and regret the chin Two words I fear most is "let's begin," oh [Chorus] What if I'm just a bad man? What if I'm just a bad man? What if I'm just a bad man? [Verse 2] Yeah Findin' it hard to trust, defiant, my guard is up Adulthood just a childhood deluxe Need a new album to play I ain't proud of the ways I hit the same off-notes like I'm proud of mistakes Habits of survival ingrained in all these patterns and denials of pain The inner child, they say Well, tell me, when will mine go away? Is every good man at peace? How much time do it take? How do you heal wounds you don't remember? That's why I don't see you, just an agenda Lonely, but got no room for you to enter Fog gatherin' on the window to my soul like Ain't no clever with emotions, it only can help to show 'em We all tryna SparkNotes 'em, I think I give my truth away so I don't gotta live it And young me keeps scoldin' me 'til I forgive him [Chorus] What if I'm just a bad man? What if I'm just a bad man? What if I'm just a bad man?