Together Sad

[Verse 1] Accolade obsession, the ends became the means How can we be present? We don't make for make-believe We make to make a dream, we make to make it seem I wanna make for love, want us to make a team 'Cause I could write a song with my eyes closed But once I know the notes, I hide behind those, yeah You evеr wonder where thе time goes? I ain't tryna wonder where my prime go Just a couple weeks ago, our lovin' felt aligned, though But now I'm chiselin' off the marble of our quarrels Stressed, tryna make a statue of what I know Intuition blindfolded, vision's blind focus, scripts that I've broken How you know when a good thing's over? I used to love New York, but the cash took culture We used to love for sport, now our pasts took hold us Made us want different futures, now the path's all broken [Pre-Chorus] I'm waitin' on you to grow You waitin' on me to change It's all up in the air But I can't breathe in shame [Chorus] Let us be sad together, baby Let us detach the pressure, baby Look at how bad the weather lately Let us be sad together, baby Let us relax the effort maybe Lovin' you past the pleasure, baby [Verse 2] I'm scared to build a home with you Every home I've known held me back from walkin' on my own And I'm scared if we keep goin', one day, I'ma feel alone with you Got this preemptive claustrophobia So maybe I don't gotta change, just grow more Maybe the closer I get to the pain, I'll know more Always baffled me how you so sure But maybe I just got it backwards and you grown more I trigger you, you trigger me, we snapping Hard not to be sad when we trigger-happy City collapsing, I barely know it You the only neighborhood I grow in So I would be sad with you just to be with you, shit We worked roads of our trauma, bonded, used it as a vehicle Shit ain't cheap, fickle, we met by chance But gon' leave by fate, if I'm the best I can be, I will [Pre-Chorus] I'm waitin' on you to grow You waitin' on me to change It's all up in the air But I can't breathe in shame [Chorus] Let us be sad together, baby Let us detach the pressure, baby Look at how bad the weather lately Let us be sad together, baby Let us relax the effort maybe Lovin' you past the pleasure, baby [Outro] I'm waitin' on you to grow You waitin' on me to change It's all up in the air But I can't breathe in shame