Flashbacks (Mixed)

Yeah, I'd rather be a lover than a fighter 'Cause all my life, I've been fighting... Never felt a feeling of comfort All this time, I've been hiding And I never had someone to call my own, oh nah I'm so used to sharing Love only left me alone But I'm at one with the silence I've found peace in your violence Can't show me there's no point in trying I'm at one, and I've been quiet for too long, oh I've found peace in your violence Can't show me there's no point in trying I'm at one, and I've been silent for too long, oh I've been quiet for too long, oh I've been quiet for too long, oh I've found peace in your violence Can't show me there's no point in trying I'm at one, and I've been quiet for too long, oh I'm in need of a savior But I'm not asking for favors My whole life, I've felt like a burden I think too much, and I hate it I'm so used to being in the wrong I'm tired of caring Loving never gave me a home So I'll sit here in the silence I've found peace in your violence Can't show me there's no point in trying I'm at one, and I've been quiet for too long, oh I've found peace in your violence Can't show me there's no point in trying I'm at one, and I've been silent for too long, oh I've been quiet for too long, oh I've been quiet for too long, oh I've found peace in your violence Can't show me there's no point in trying I'm at one, and I've been quiet for too long, oh