After This War

I felt your love slip away

You know you shouldn't want to stay

Tell me why you disappeared

And why you've come back here

It hurts to have you near

The roaring silence fills the air

I gotta get myself out of here

Spilling coffee on my shoe, I shiver cause of you

My heart turns black and blue

How can I be with you after this war

My feelings are soar...baby

Why did you come back to hurt me some more

This is after the war

Now in this war I can't pretend

And our souls can never mend

This has to be the end

I've got to leave it all behind

On my way to another life - my new life

I have to go...oh baby

How can I be with you after this war

My feelings are soar...baby

Why did you come back to hurt me some more

This is after the war

Why did you come back

Please let me know, I don't understand