[Verse 1]
I thought I was great
Having big discussions that led to nothing but you
A form of my own
And I'm used to leaving you alone
I know it's surprising and I know you think of me highly
I finally pulled apart myself and analyzed everything I I felt
I noticed I held on tightly so I never would have to lose control
[Verse 2]
I thought I was king
Makin' all that money that made me nothing
Cut to maniacal fits
And suppression losing it's grip
I know it's surprising and I know you think of me highly
I think about where I'd even go if ever I was to lose control
I'm whispering insults to myself
I'm boxed in and locked out
[Outro]
I'm laying it all out here right now
I thought about ending it myself
I thought about all my shameful acts
And every secrеt that I've kept
Maybe I'll bе happy again
And God will alleviate my sins
Considering every painful part
I'm off to a good start
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