Deserter

What was that? You sound deserted Lost and alone The world around you gone perverted Don't be afraid This is what you've been saving for Everything that you've done Nothing seems to be what it's worth I am really all that I've been looking for It really doesn't matter so I try anymore Just keep on searching And I'll be uncertain Your life will only be just what you want it for Been around the world Seen my share of existence Smoked too much An infidel for commitments All over now All as if it's just a beginning My friends have come and gone But you're still here and my head's spinning