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[Intro] Oh, yeah Yeah [Verse 1] Misunderstood, but ain't not always been the same I was gonna say, back to grey walls and looking through the windowpane Where's my trust gone or was it ever present? Did I leave it in the hands of a stranger? Feel disconnected Will you ride for me? I take these promises to heart 'cause I've seen way too snakes change face But play the part well I pour a little Martell, play Dylan with some cartel And get a little deeper And now I'm standing on thе valley of something | can't describе And this feeling in my brain is getting tight with the more try So spark up a cigarette Smoke half of it, chip the rest Maybe all these chemicals been fucking with my head I need this sunshine and these angels more than I ever did Tryna find my relevance preaching, but what's my message here? I just wanna see unity, something better What made you believe you don't live forever? (Oh) [Chorus] Now I don't want to be like this Caught up With nothing left to give, no And I don't want to feel like this So stuck And caught up in the mix now I don't want to be like this Caught up With nothing left to give, no I don't want to feel like this So stuck And caught up in the mix now (Yeah) [Verse 2] Now will these wings take me to Heaven when they carry me up? If I never put my hands together just to ask to above I can't see the God in me today Who told me to live in vain? I won't bow down to a Man for all our sins and shame You might find me in Hell with green Clarks and black hoodies Not next to goody-goodies with fortune cookies Tryna find a meaning everywhere but inside No wonder we're still following, we've been blind But, but at least television screens got us believing Self-hate taught to break us down so we consume it all so easy We buy and forget pain, but it's momentary Lost in a maze, tryna explain through the smoke of this sour cherry But do you feel like yesterday never left? Do you wonder when this world will lift the weight off your chest? Are we looking for the answers in all the wrong places? Hopeless, see it on my face, yeah (Oh) [Chorus] Now I don't want to be like this Caught up With nothing left to give, no And I don't want to feel like this So stuck And caught up in the mix now I don't want to be like this Caught up With nothing left to give, no I don't want to feel like this So stuck And caught up in the mix now