Can’t Decide

I said I want it all from him He asked me if I'm dressed for the ride But I don't wanna feel my past come up In interactions I just can't let slide No, I don't wanna sabotage myself You know them demons wanna get inside And every toke is just an ask for help Every tear is just a blessing in disguise I said I want it all from him He asked me if I'm dressed for the ride But I don't wanna feel my past come up In interactions I just can't let slide No, I don't wanna sabotage myself You know them demons wanna get inside And every toke is just an ask for help Every tear is just a blessing in disguise Catch me on the downside I'll be, I'll be heading up in a while I'm chillin' lowkey Catch me on the downside I'll be, I'll be heading up in a while I'm chillin' lowkey Catch me on the downside I'll be, I'll be heading up in a while I'm chillin' lowkey Catch me on the downside I'll be, I'll be heading up in a while I'm chillin' lowkey I said I want it all from him He said he needed time to decide But you treat me like an option Thinks I won't block him, I just cut the ties No, I don't wanna sabotage myself You know them demons wanna get inside And every toke is just an ask for help Every tear is just a blessing in disguise Catch me on the downside I'll be, I'll be heading up in a while I'm chillin' lowkey Catch me on the downside I'll be, I'll be heading up in a while I'm chillin' lowkey Catch me on the downside I'll be, I'll be heading up in a while I'm chillin' lowkey Catch me on the downside I'll be, I'll be heading up in a while I'm chillin' lowkey And I don't wanna cry I know you don't wanna see me cry And you know I don't wanna run But the truth won't let me stay in your life Boy, your love is like a drug I said I want it all from him He asked me if I'm dressed for the ride But I don't wanna feel my past come up In interactions I just can't let slide No, I don't wanna sabotage myself You know them demons wanna get inside And every toke is just an ask for help Every tear is just a blessing in disguise I said I want it all from him He asked me if I'm dressed for the ride But I don't wanna feel my past come up In interactions I just can't let slide No, I don't wanna sabotage myself You know them demons wanna get inside And every toke is just an ask for help 'Cause boy, your love is Boy, your love is like a drug 'Cause boy, your love is like a drug