Sane

Am I still stable in my shoes? Or crippled by what I went through? The foundation that I built up Has began to shake I thought that I could handle this Forget the past Get over it Kept everything in my own head To reassure the strength I thought I had I assessed myself, and I'm not that sane I realized that I'm not that sane I've learned that emotion is a sign of doing well A healthy heart to replace my gloom But I'm still stuck inside this fear of being frail Within this emptiness my doubt will bloom Hope that I could find my way All I ever see is gray I could grow from this, but not today I'm fading out Seeking out a peace of mind It seems I'm running out of time To cross over the finish line I'm last place It's been two years and I'm still not sane I realized that I'm not that sane I've learned that emotion is a sign of doing well A healthy heart to replace my gloom But I'm still stuck inside this fear of being frail Within this emptiness my doubt will bloom Does this ever end? I've felt like this for forever Can't say I'm getting better I could use a friend Through all this stormy weather It's pouring down I've learned that emotion is a sign of doing well A healthy heart to replace my gloom But I'm still stuck inside this fear of being frail Within this emptiness my doubt will bloom