Sad Clown

[Verse 1] I've been sad for most the year Quit two jobs, quit drinking beer Grew tomatoes in the yard Forgot to pick them, they went bad Got a nosebleed on the bus I didn't wanna cause a scene So I got off and I walked Blood dripping into my socks [Chorus] I don't wanna talk about it I try to pretend like I don't give a shit I've got nothing to lose, nothing to prove Nothing to do, I just wanna forget it I don't wanna feel so down I don't wanna be a sad, sad clown Got nothing to lose, nothing to prove I just wanna forget it [Post-Chorus] I don't wanna feel like this, I don't wanna feel like this I don't wanna feel like this, I don't wanna feel like this [Verse 2] I got mad at myself today For all the things that I don't say All the people I can't please But I don't care anyway I guess I've been trying Spent the whole year justifying Why I am the way I am Why I cancelled all the plans I made months ago Now I'm in bed scared of getting sad again I don't wanna feel like this No, I don't wanna feel like this [Interlude] I don't wanna feel like this, I don't wanna feel like this I don't wanna feel like this, I don't wanna feel like this I don't wanna feel like this [Bridge] Ice cream brain freeze, dream adjacent Lost my mind and lost my patience I'm on the mend, I'm doing better Things just feel bleak in November Ice cream brain freeze, dream adjacent Lost my mind and lost my patience I'm on the mend, I'm doing better Things just feel bleak [Chorus] I don't wanna talk about it I try to pretend like I don't give a shit I've got nothing to lose, nothing to prove Nothing to do, I just wanna forget it I don't wanna feel so down I don't wanna be a sad, sad clown Got nothing to lose, nothing to prove I just wanna forget it [Post-Chorus] I don't wanna feel like this, I don't wanna feel like this I don't wanna feel like this, I don't wanna-