Not Ideal

[Verse 1] Eyes amok more often than not I was in and out of my mind Shared a spark, smoking in the dark I prayed it would last past sunrise [Chorus] It's not ideal, but it's how I feel Give me a sign Am I fulfilled? This can't be real All in my mind [Verse 2] In too thin air, I'm still standing there Come and lead me on and on and on and on I rewind, I live it all the time You're like diamonds cut with heroin [Chorus] It's not ideal, but it's how I feel Give me a sign Am I fulfilled? This can't be real All in my mind [Chorus] It's not ideal, but it's how I feel Give me a sign Am I fulfilled? This can't be real All in my mind It's not ideal, but it's how I feel Give me a sign